It’s Friday and I’m writing for five minutes and linking up with Lisa-Jo. Join us?
I’ve just finished reading Ann Voskamp’s post and am reminded about how often I actually think this very thing. Why was I chosen to be me in this here and now? I’ve always said I felt I was born exactly where I should have been at the exact right time. But for what reason? I have always said that it was for MY COMFORT!
How absolutely selfish of me! I’ve been bought at a very high price. My life is no longer my own. Wow! What self-centeredness! A long time ago this may have been excusable, but no longer.
Sure we sponsored a child through Compassion until he left the program and we send monthly support and occasional extras to our child through World Vision. But isn’t that just a mite from a rich man instead of a widow. What SHOULD I be doing? How do I stay under the spiritual leadership of my husband, but share this deep hurt in me and convince him to feel the same. What can I really do from HERE? Much!!! More!!! Much More!